Wednesday, August 24, 2005

ti1 goal

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Quizes like these are good 4 me, esp when i'm not feeling so bright...they sorta giv a boost to my confidence. What to do, they say good things bout me least i think it's not that bad ;) i've been browsing other ppl's blog the whole night but not all,sorry 4 those site-owners for i mite visit ur blogs a bit later(i tried to leave some msges but seems like i had a lil problem wif some). Then i cleared my bursted mailboxes and chatted wif long-time-no-chat frens...whoo...i'm so happy now....which is quite ture bout the test (ref last line)

back now

It’s been centuries since I last blogged. I kinda forget how to start a post. Last time was the connection problem, so I gave up. After that I excused myself for having too little time. Like usual, I wasn’t busy after all, just lazy.
I’ll blog about today, the second day I go for the MSSM Rugby competition duty at TUDM (nearby the Kuching International Airport). It is a beautiful place on the hill. You can see the mini scale of Kuching from its field and hear the planes’ engines roaring from time to time. What a sight to be seen. Duty was like standing there and talking to the others, bet which team wins, and fooling around. Rugby is a tough sports. Put it in a way that it is when you can fight “legally” for the sake of an oval ball. Rugby players are commonly huge. I helped to carry one on the stretcher today. You won’t know how heavy the players are until you really experience their weight yourselves.

Flashing back, I took part in a Chinese singing competition last Saturday. I partnered
Clara and we sang Jolin’s “Dao Dai”. It was lot of fun. We went there (SMK Petra Jaya) and enjoyed ourselves because no one knows us. We thought it was some small deal until the participants proved us wrong. Unable to do anything at the last minute, we dragged ourselves and the stools (yea, we brought our private stools in fact,they were from Ikea)
You may think, how “drama” we were but you should look at our clothing. We’re so decent compared to the others. They really dressed up like “stars”. There was even a young boy (meaning no masculine bodyline) wearing a see-through suit. How disgusting!
Today, I’m a little blue. I don’t know why. I always feel blue when it rains. It’s lonesome. It’s pathetic. I had a tonne of homework to finish but my brain won’t cooperate. That’s why I’m here to blog. I’ve been neglecting my feelings for such long a time…gosh…till I’m so numb now. I was thinking of what would become of me in the future even though it’s a stupid thing to think of, really. I was filled with fear and uncertainty. I feel like taking Bio in doesn’t suit me that much. I started to think about stuff and ended up with a hollow heart. Oh dear, now I can only come to my blog. I don’t really know how to express myself to a real person these days duh~