(more than) Me,Myself & I

I so the LONG TIME didn't update my blog...so-wee...

And I start off with a sentimental mood in this post...

I was browsing through friends' FB notes and found two really interesting articles. They remind me of how it's like to be in love, or simply the things that one would do when in love (especially the lovey-dovey period). I pretty much evolve from a "feeler" to a "thinker" for many reasons but I can't deny that deep within, I'm a hopelessly sentimental person.
The truth is, I'm afraid to face this part of myself because it's so vulnerable, so unlike the "me" I portray in front of peers and others most of the time.
I think...I might "melt" if I'd meet this guy...I'd become so defenseless and become so helplessly in love again...


男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个人；
男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人;
男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
男朋友就是常察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；
男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；
男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是情人节会买花给你的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人

Secretively...I have met someone like this...
Someone crosses my mind while reading this...but it has made history and we all move on in our separate ways...I dedicate this to him. I guess, the grief might not have a clear ending, but it remains something mysteriously beautiful.

Someone told me that all the grief will end when I open my heart and let someone else in...And I hope I'm lucky enough to meet this HERO of mine (he might come in singing Enrique Iglesias' "Hero" :D ).
That'll mark a new chapter. I'll continue writing...

posted by Shan @ 12:16 PM